GUILT

The divorce process is an individual one. Everyone experiences the process differently. For me, the process is racked with guilt and shame. I am a failure. I have failed. I could not keep my family together and my children are suffering as a result of my inadequacies. In hindsight, I would of made better choices. […]

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One Day Later

I have had some days that can only be described as desperate. Where I have felt like giving up, running away or hiding in my room forever. But life must go on. The sun comes out and another day awakes. The days turn into weeks that turn into months and before you know it, the […]

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Shattered Pieces

I grew up in a Christian home. Technically only from when I was about 11 years old, but it is all I have known. Divorce is about the biggest shame I could bring to my family at this point. Not only have I shattered their perception of me, I have made myself question their firm belief […]

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Crossroads

One step forward, two steps back. That is how I feel at the moment. Nothing seems to be going right and I am starting to feel a little out of control. Like when you are about to witness something bad happen but are powerless to stop it. I need to speak to someone in order […]

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